last week in singapore, whole week with things planned out, one was cancelled, one went ok, the other went not as planned but was still good...left 2 more and all we can do is hope for the best...wait not we, i think is more of me hope for the best lehz..lol last week before back to stone age in motherland.

some people have this habit of saying things and making up stories just that others can feel better of the situation. does it really help? clouding the reality wiht fiction? where did face the facts and reality go? does saying one thing that doesnt really happen would cause one to have lesser pain? i dont know, we just ahve to find out. once we find out its all fiction, there will be more stories to cover it up right? people will create more stories to divert from the older stories which is created from the main event. isnt that suckier? is reality in the end all a big lie? does telling white lies really cure abit of the pain?

i say all u do it to have some judgement, a lil faith, hope, optimism..listen to errone and judge yourself wat is really true..trust is something very breakable, trust hardly exist nowadays, friends want to make u feel better but can u really trust wat they saying? fairy tales are told to give hopes to those who cant find THE ONE, that there is always a knight in shining armor out there or some beautiful princess that is totally into you. but in the end they are just fairy tales.

faith, hope, optimism, belief hard to ahve that nowadays, always hard to ahve them. things are uncertain. sometimes there is a possiblity that things may screw up.

oh wells, i dont know wat i ahve just said, but i thought of them today...cant really think of some other stuff, so think of more other stuff..time will tell...with time errthing will be out...when the facts hit you or your friend, will u console them by telling stories or wat?
in life there's no happy ending
and in the end, you will be alone

till that end comes, i'll be here and i wont tell u stories..this i promise you. whoever is reading this.
whats the use of hiding the truth?errone want to know the truth but they are just scared of it.
face your fears and u conquer errthing..

goodnight lehz